We are all
Foreigners in this land and place.
We often
don’t think of ourselves this way.
Especially,
if we were born in the United States, and lived here all our lives we think of
ourselves as insiders.
In our
current body politic we talk about things this way.
There are
immigrants, illegal immigrants, refugees, and then the rest of us who have been
since birth.
Let us
remember that all of us, unless we are Native Americans, come from immigrants.
Every one of
our ancestors traversed the sea and came to live here for one reason or
another.
My Great
Grandfather, Pastor Albert Laurell, came to this country from Sweden.
He came when
he was 15 ½ .
He came to
attend Upsala University and then go to seminary, and eventually to become a
pastor.
He came here
because his single parent mother could not support him, so he came to live with
his uncle who helped support him financially and emotionally.
When he was
in seminary he would go to school for a year, then work for a year to earn
enough money, until he was done with his schooling.
I am sure
that if any of you traced your family history you could tell a similar story.
When my
grandmother would tell me about my great grandfather I would wonder how he
found the strength to not only survive but also to thrive in this new world.
What
sustained him in his life was the relationship he had with God.
Our
alienation is not just about being an immigrant.
It is also
about being alienated from our true selves.
We are
always searching for our homeland.
Spiritually
we are on the journey to find out were we belong.
Our reading
from Deuteronomy represents the end of one journey for the people of Israel.
For forty
years they had wandered in the desert.
Before that
their ancestors had wandered looking for a home.
They
wandered looking not to be alienated from themselves and their neighbors.
When they
come into the land, cultivated it, and brought forth riches from this land
“flowing of milk and honey”, they need to remember that it was God who brought
them here.
That just
because they have this land that does not mean that they are not still aliens.
“Remember
that your forefather was a wondering Armean.”
They don’t
really belong here.
As good as
it seems this land is not their salvation.
What brings
them true salvation is the God who has been there through all their journeys.
Here is the
thing about these journeys.
They were
not pleasant ones.
Abraham had
to wait years to have his promised son.
During the
time he was waiting for his son he was wandering from here to there going to Egypt were he disobeyed God by lying
about Sarah not being his wife.
Likewise the
story of Jacob is a difficult story.
It is filled
with betrayal, with sin, with heartache, and pain.
Jacob steals
his brother’s birthright.
Jacob’s sons
pretend to kill one of their brothers.
They go to
Egypt for food only to become slaves.
Yes, the
Israelites where rescued from slavery, but before they came to the promised
land they had to toil in the dessert for forty years.
And yet when
we read the creed from Deuteronomy it sounds like everything went great that
there were no problems.
And the
reason for that is because even in the dessert, or sin, or tough times on the
journey the Israelites believe that God is with them.
This creed
confirms that even in the most difficult of times God’s hand at work.
In that way
we are not aliens, because our true home is not a piece of land.
It is not a
physical house.
It is not a
country, city, or community.
Our true
home is with God.
When we feel
alienated it is because we have disconnected ourselves from God.
We have begun
to think that the land, the richness of the fruit belongs to us and our hard
work.
We have
become dependent on temporal things for our comfort and security.
The truth is
that all of those things can be gone.
We can loose
a number of things in our lives that make us feel lost and wondering in the
desert.
That is the
great thing about God we can never lose God.
God is
always there for us.
When we are
feeling like we are aliens wandering about it is God who connects to our true
home.
When we are
wondering, “How did my life turn out this way?”
This is a
question the Israelites asked themselves often in the desert.
Why did God
bring us out here to die, and be miserable?
How did it
end up this way?
They had
forgotten that there home was not about place or having certain items, but it
was in God who was leading them to the Promised Land.
It is an old
saying but it is true that as Christians “we are in this world, but not of this
world.”
We exist in
this world, and we experience all the pain and hurt that anyone else would
feel, but our vision is not only of our current pain it is longer and deeper
than that.
It is
looking beyond our current circumstances to know that God is leading us to a
land flowing of milk and honey.
While wandering
in the desert this is the kind of faith that the Israelites had to have.
God never
wants them to forget it.
That even
though they have now come to the Promised Land they should never forget that
they are still aliens, and their true home is with God.
Because my
great grandfather went through all of the hard times in his life, my life has
been easier, but it is just as important for me to remember that God is my true
home.
God is where
I belong.
Even though
I am settled and had more financial security than my great grandfather it is
still God who sustains me.
The reason
why Jesus is able to resist the temptations of the devil is because Jesus knows
where he belongs.
Jesus vision
is beyond the immediate gratification of the moment.
Jesus knows
that this current desert wandering he is going through only serves to strengthen
him for the journey ahead, the journey that takes him to the cross.
Jesus knows
that putting his life into God the Father’s is better then temporarily having
his belly full, ruling nations, or controlling a religious institution.
Jesus knows
that it is better to rely on God than anything else for his substance and life.
We can share
in Jesus’ vision and have faith to know that God carries us through the
troubles of this day.
So even
though we are aliens, we don’t have to be alienated from ourselves.
As long as
we remember that it is a loving God who carries us through the desert into the Promised
Land.
As long as
we remember that we come from people who have always wandered, but who ultimately
found their home in God.
Like my
great grandfather, and like all of our immigrant ancestors.
I hope in
your Lenten journey you come to see God as your home.
You come to
see God leading you through whatever you might be dealing with at this time in
your life.
So that you
don’t feel alienated, but united with God who is always with us leading us to
the Promised Land.
Amen
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